Powers

-today I had delivered the Board Game version of Pac Man. Based on a video game

-creatures like yellow spots

-I was thinking of about 1982. In my grand parents' back garden

-I found a grapefruit with an equal sized one growing out of it

-a CITRUS fruit like my CRISIS miracles

-I then this morning was thinking I would like a strange event in my life as proof

-about 1996. Living at Sunrise Trust a Support Home

-one night I thought maybe God was displeased with me. Maybe my efforts and said Get Out

-I left without telling the Staff

-all I took was a Superboy Trading Card. But I don't know why I took that

-he was the comical 1990s CLONE version of Superboy

-I walked all the way to downtown

-and to the Bridge to the next town Mount Maunganui

-across the Harbor was Sulpher Point

-I left the TRADING Card in the Bridge slot. And crossed over

-I meant to go to the base of the small mountain Mauao but went down one Street too soon

-I wound up in a DOCK of TREE TRUNKS. Me MATTHEW Ager

-like DAREDEVIL. MATT MURDOCK. Has BATON powers. He is Marvel Comics' The Man without Fear. DEVIL

-I thought I might have heard sirens so for a moment hid amongst the tree trunks

-I continued to the base of Mauao

-there at it's base at PILOT Bay. Again because of sorts of 'voices'. Over the Pier I threw my CALCULATOR WATCH

-Green Lantern. HAL JORDAN / HEAVEN. DC Comics The Man without Fear. He worked as a Test PILOT. There were once '3600' Green Lanterns. As in '666'. Their Guardians had the planet OA as in MAUAO

-the night balanced

-just right before I came to this I wanted to

-each day roughly. For 12 hours be male. For the other 12 hours. Be male looking but with breasts and a vagina

-if I could living forever. My body restoring. Going around times and planes

-me looking identical to the man in the Feature Page Christian Paredes. With the list of super hero powers I came up with. And the personality I saw in Christian in his Feature Page

-the night balanced

-so I tried to will that to set me up like that

-I walked all the way in to the next town. When day in some ways now I can barely walk at all

-I recently got a Mobility Walker. And just last night decided I would probably use it for getting around my home 

-like the night I tried to runaway balances. In 1982 the only person I showed it to was my neighbor. Living next door. Born on the same date but one year earlier. In the same year as me. Almost my best friend at High School

-the idea of a grapefruit having an equal sized one growing out of the side of it is really strange. Like someone trying to validate something

-my list of super hero powers- flight, strength, phasing, invulnerable, ground control, telekinesis, heat vision, beam comes out of one hand that can create things and do things, can centre on crime and population centres. And maybe able to send beams from my eyes to fix broken objects and pass my body through sick life to heal them etc powers

-appearance- tallish, largish muscles, handsome, dark brown hair, tan, mostly hairless body

-personality- an exceptional person, like a realistic new Messiah. Ideally how I saw Christian when I want it the most

-I tried to use that night I tried to run away. And the elements that balance